For his entire life, my husband had been tormented by thoughts that he wasn’t good enough and that he could never measure up. Like anyone who’s belief system holds thoughts like these, it turns a pained heart into an guarded angry one.
It was early September of 2013. While on my knees by my bed one morning, I asked God for a community of leaders that I could love and serve. I had just moved to the area and felt the deepest desire to connect to people in the community. When I was done praying I got up on my feet and made my bed.